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     It happened. She never thought it would but it did. A person from her past walked right into her life. I'm sorry I should start at the beginning. The day started like any other day. She got up, she took her children to school, Picked them up then went to work. As I said just another day. As she walked into work-she turned the corner-and there he was just standing there, she hadn't seen him in 15 years and he still had not changed. he saw her and just stood there with a look a shock on his face.      She just stood and stared not knowing what to say. A million responses ran thru her head;

I know i shoudnt Feel this way But i do And i dont know why Its not like i wanted too Its not like i had a choice It just happened I feel the way i do For a reason im told But if i knew What that reason was Then i could Do something about it I guess Im not rerally sure i would tho Im not sure what to do anymore I wish somebody would help me Help me understand What is it im suppose to do I know i shouldnt feel this way I just cant help that i do But what way do i feel Is it love Is it just a crush Im just so confused I didnt want to put my heart on the line again But its out there For everyone to see I know i s

Leave Just go Never come back again Die Just die Your nothing but a worthless being You tell me how to live You tell me what to do It would have been nice If i never even talked to you I told you no secrets I told you no lies Yet you despise Leave Just go Dont come back To you im nothing Your nothing to me So die Just die Dont you see I have to go Their waiting for me So go Just leave And let me be free

Im broken Im ruined Im not the same Im black Im blue Because of you I cant be myself I cant be anything Because of you Because of what you did You tortured me You broke me You put me down You hit me You raped me You made me cry Im broken Im ruined Im not the same Im black Im blue Because of you

He talks all this s*** But if the shoe was on the other foot He'd do nothing but b**** Cause what was good for him Is not good for her He was right She was always wrong She was weak He was always strong But she's alive And he is dead So who is the strong one? She was fat and worthless And no good to men But she's alive And he is dead So who is weak? Pathetic and useless He says to her But she's alive And he is dead Who is strong Who is weak You tell me

Now that your here Listen to me Don't tune me out Because you see I'll say this to you So don't walk away I know that you care So don't act like I'm not there I know you want me So please don't hesitate I know you love me So please wait for me I love you Maybe more or maybe less So just listen to this And then you will know How I feel I care for you So please don't lie I miss you so You'll never know I love you So please don't go I know you care So please forgive If I act like your not there I'll say this one last time And then I'm gone And out of your mind I'm sorry You heard so many lies I'm sorry

Dreams Are what you make of them Dreams Are in your mind Your mind determines What you dream And leaves you far behind Dreams are happy Dreams are sad Daydreams and nightmares Your dreams Are from your past You dreams Are of the future Your dreams Are what you make of them And their here to guide you

Life is there When your born and when you die It's the past, present, and future It's how you live your life That makes it special You live than die And give that life away The person you not For them the beginning For you the end So live your life Nice and free Don't mess it up for someone Of something you don't want to be

My love Where did you go Sometimes I wished you love me so I wish you where here to keep me safe But alas I know It's a slow pace I know where you are I wish I was there too I'm tired of the way They treat me here without you I look to the stars And see your face That reminds me of this awful place But I know you are far away So I will go now And let you see That I love you And that's the way it will always be

Some people say Broken hearts heal with time Some people say Broken hearts never heal But to me It's either way In love or in pain Broken hearts are everywhere Broken hearts are here forever They will heal with time Boyfriends Girlfriends Brothers sisters Fathers Mothers A heart within Each person That beats a lifetime Until death takes it forever

                            Starry Eyed The subway station was bustling by the time she arrived. With the toast burning and coffee maker dead, Setsuna had enough issues just getting out of the darn house! Add in the New York traffic, and well, she had an excuse to be late. After all, she couldn't teleport yet. And she was certain Levi would not have enjoyed it anyways. Grim likely would have murdered her midway to Avalon. So she shrugged through the crowd of New Yorkers who hollered swears as she went. "Yeah yeah! Get over it!" she grumbled to herself, lugging the back pack behind her. Where the heck was Arthur? He was supposed to be here b

                                         Chapter Three Present "I-I'm fine." Flushing brightly, I knelt to pick up the glass. "Stare at his jeans Alex, stare at his shoes…anything…" I was thinking to myself, heart pounding. It needed to slow. He couldn't know anything was wrong. But something was wrong! He was supposed dead, nothing more than dust in the ground by now. I knew. I was there when they were shot! A slightly tanned h

                                      Chapter 20 ~Magnus~ He almost killed her. That damnable vampire nearly took Rina's life. It was affecting me more than it should, more than any beings life should, except perhaps for Alec. To be honest, it confounded me. I had no real relational bonds to her, none other than the mark hidden on her brow. Tentatively I brushed a strand of  fiery hair from her brow. The shock of magic colliding with magic snapped against my fingertips. For a moment my signature blazed. Beneath their lids, Rina's eyes flickered back and forth. The sharp planes of her face faded, the calm demeanor had faded with Simon's fee